Its all about adapting to the new changes

Sunday, August 22, 2010 7:55 PM

Hihi i have finally remember my password muhaha ! Now back to updating ! Recently just come back from a trekking trip in malaysia and it was super duper fun. Furthermore, the bonding between the juniors are getting closer. Hopefully we can get to know more abt the senior. MY life, is completely different nowadays. Experiencing things i did not encounter before, constantly thinking abt the solution to solve problems. It really drain my brain juice alot ! Today i am up for something exciting! woke up very early today ! muhaha

Monday, May 24, 2010 10:48 PM

I Cant stand it anymore . I cant hold back my feeling and tears. My heart is aching and tears starts to fall as he triggers the incident; the unforgettable past. I knew that he have doubted me ever since the incident happen. BUT Y DID U NOT SHOUT BACK AT ME ! WHY DID U WANT TO CONTINUE TO COMPROMISE ! I am so sorry that i have to use back the same method i used last december. It hurts, the both of us suffered, part of ur soul have been tormented by me. I am so sorry. Now watever i say will not be easily trusted by u . I can feel it. I will prove it to u with my actions . It will not happen again I promise . I wan this issue to end once and for all.

Sunday, May 23, 2010 10:29 PM

Recently have been falling sick and was easily annoyed by the the slightest bit of noise around me. Furthermore, He and I are facing some misunderstandings that might resulted in breaking our relationship. It was my mistake to drift away and neglected your feeling in one way or another. But Y must u shout at me !!? Even after ample of attempts of asking for your opinion, YOU DID NOT EVEN VOICE IT OUT ! And now u are shouting back at me. Is it fair for me ?? NO ! I dont wan you to compromise so much that it will tired u all out. I am not a dictator ! I wan and demand for ur opinion! The person I fall for has begin to disappear. I am so lost I want answers ANSWERS ANSWERS.

Friday, May 14, 2010 8:42 AM

Hi bloggy! It has been a long time since i lasted updated. Guess I was too lazy to type :) Recently just went for SPA FOC and was really enjoying it . Meet alot of new friends and do lots of silly things. *photos are posed on facebook ! I realised that I am beginning to lose the disciple to study and could not understand what the lecturers was talking. Felt like a dumb kid sitting in the threater and copy notes without anything information processing in my brain. TERM TEST IS ON ITS WAY HERE ! got to buck up, pull up my socks and study ! Lucky enough I still gets my fair share of fun with baby. Though recently we thrash things out alot , to realise what each other wants, we still crazily in love with each other ! haha

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 5:03 AM

Today was my second time worrying for someone. Experiencing this kind of feeling was miserable and give one a sense of hopelessness. I knew that she will be alright at home, safe and sound but some part of me just can't stop worrying for her. It's like I am on some kind of drugs, addicted, to her presence. Now that she has fallen ill, I cant do anything to help, but just simply praying for her to recover. Three months have passed so quickly like a blink of an eye, without any notice, and I'll learnt plenty of emotions which I did not get to experience it before. She is a very special person to me, someone I could proudly called my personal teacher, my soul mate, my clone. She is always the one giving me the strength and support which I needed for every tough battles that lies ahead of my path. A new path will be surfacing to the both of us soon. We have to make countless decisions that will benefits ourself and each other. It's going to be difficult to manage our present relationship and there is a 50 percent chance we might end up giving it up. would we ? I am overjoyed that she have such confidence which assure me, that it will not change in the nearing future. However, there is always a "BUT" in every decision we are making. I also know that we have talked about this issue countless times, guess you are tired of it already I suppose? Still, I can't help but worried for the future. School starting soon and it's making me feel more anxious. Massive thoughts going through my mind and some how I simply can't find the answers to every question. Don't think you can provide me the answers I want. Prehaps time will tell everything and hopefully things will turn out well for us. Can't stop feeling this way after knowing her better. Every day we spent together make me even harder to part with you. God please help me....I hope that I am worthy for her and not let her sacrifice go in vein.

Sunday, March 28, 2010 8:39 AM

Recently life have been exciting for me, due to someone in somewhere over the rainbow. Guess that I did not make a wrong choice after all on January 25th. Wonder how foolish and timid I was to face the issue in front of me during the last 2 years. If I have made the choice earlier,things could change too. It may not be as easy as now but definitely ease the headache I was having. Committment, trust , devotion, confidence,communication and patience are what I have learnt through it. However sometimes I do have second thoughts regarding how long it will last...afraid of getting hurt again like the previous time. Letting someone else know one's weakness, requires lots of courage and trust which are extremely impt to me. Got to admit,there is this person who truly earned my trust. Did not know how that person have so much patience for me, even willing to sacrifice his time for me, that make me realised how selfish I am . Thinking abt myself first,afraid of getting hurt and never thought that he will also suffer the same pain as me. I am so sorry ....I Think that things are getting so much better now ba..

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 5:10 AM

This morning, I have did some insane activities which I did not thought I would. Lost some control along the way. In the afternoon, Cooked MAGGIE Noodles again XD kind of fall in love with it and practice my guitar in the afternoon. Having sore fingers now OUCh ! Guess that the next time i practise it will be better MUHAHA